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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i'm finally bloggin again... after such a long long hiatus (due to Common Test), it feels so diff to even come back and here... like it's chore. actually i think it is..

well Common Test was okay as a whole. i really thud i placed tonnes of effort for this Common Test, it felt the most stressful somehow.. even worse than Promos, ironic eh??
but it was God that really pulled me thrh.. there were times where i really wanted to give up, times where i really really flared up, times where i jus thud of gettin 4Us and get it over and done with...
but doin QT in the midst of exams really help, at least it organizes my importance and gathers back my confidence and willpower.

think i'll do okay for my CT, i'm expecting S/U only for GP, Chem and maybe Phy. all papers were diff to some extent lah, so i either get low D, high E or maybe low E, high S... really unpredictable but it's in God's hands. let Him control the grades, afterall i did all i could liao.

on a high note, i got C for A'Level Chinese. u must be thinking, "get C is on a high note meh?"
well to me, Chinese has always been a huge obstacle. i cant write, speak and study well for Chinese, esp with the new syllabus. i really thud i would fail, cos i got 51 for Prelims. way too concerning man.. so gettin a C was really a shock, and i'm +ve that i wont be retaking it. afterall Chinese aint crucial to enter Uni liao. right? err right?

okay there were other events that i wanted to blog about, but in case u didnt realise there were like 1 month ago? like Vday, my bday? it's like so long ago, i cant even dig out things that i did yday lah.. expect me to rmb things that happened a mth ago? haha, difficult man.

anyway, holidays are finally here. but it aint gonna be free man.. lookin thrh my schedule, i realised that i would be having 5 consecutive days of Church stuff.. fierce man, piang eh.

having cell retreat on Wed which is gonna be whole day. kinda excited abt it, it's an impt day for some of us lah, esp for me. being one of the "pioneer" guys, seeing how some of them came in and left, seeing how their lives have transformed, seeing how they've grown up, seeing the arguments and discussions, seeing their never-changing childish-ness, seeing how God really touched each and every one of them so differently, it makes me feel uneasy all inside. it has been 2yrs, short but how vivid are those memories to me man..

thurs to sat would G12 Conference, and it'll be 9am to 10pm (i'm sure it'll end even later, every yr oso liddat one).. ouch man, it means i'll spend less time in DreamLand and more time in Expo Hall10. haha. let's see what the Lord will speak during those few days. bjorn liu shud be stayin over... i think, if mother allows.. heh

oh.. i've gotten my guitar liao. after one yr of undecisive thinking, i have finally came to a conclusion to get it. i used my angbao to get it. the timing felt right, cos the Lord increased my angbao money by quite abit this yr. got it for like 500.. with sponsor from Lionel (thx!!). not exactly the color that i like, but hey it's a plugged in. and it has marble look (or so dylan says it)
still gonna use the rest of my angbao money to get my black N73 (i think tmrw's the day!!), donno whether i shud cont'd with Starhub or M1... sigh

i cant wait..

now that hols are filled with stuff, it means lesser time for trg. my intention was to use the March hols to prac 2.4 and pullups for my Napfa, but i guess i've gotten arrange my timing better. maybe i'll wake up 7am to train? oh mann, even less time in Dreamland. murder me..

i cant believe it's the holidays, yet Sarah and Juli are asking me to help them with maths. and here i go taking out my thick thick Math file, and start putting it into use again. gosh it's less than one wk ever since CT ended lah. sickening, and once again i emphasise, someone pls murder me (not literally)

black N73, u're mine..

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

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